seems like it was only yesterday
said everything will be okay
but you're a liar and i believed you
and all the stupid shit you'd say
but im better now
dont fuck with my head
i could go without
wanna leave this town
but the voices in my head
tryna bring me down, down, down
cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye
like butterfly kisses
told you that i'd call you
maybe im just on mute
maybe its all bullshit
maybe you dont miss it
what we had
way back then
(?)
once again
ended with a knife in my back
but you dont even see it like that
million messages are on read
maybe im just better off dead
dead and gone away
ive moved on to better things
cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye
like butterfly kisses
cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye
like butterfly kisses
credits
released November 16, 2020
production by austyn
written by austyn & button maker : )