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all eyes on me
03:29
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all eyes on me
i can't take the
pressure of being seen
but how on earth
am i supposed to
live my dream
hiding in the shadows
of my fears
lately don't feel like myself
i can't feel like before
secrets and whispers
the first thing i hear
through the door
i hate burning bridges
i can't take this shit anymore
bury my bones in a bottle
im sick to the core
all eyes on me
i can't take the
pressure of being seen
but how on earth
am i supposed to
live my dream
hiding in the shadows
of my fears
i can't let go
of the feelings of
hopelessness
filling the void
with distractions
im so close to
giving it up
i can't give a fuck
about what people
think about me
cause im trying my hardest
im trying my best
to please certain people
can't forget about the rest
so ill scream from my lungs
and ill say it with my chest
i dont need the validation
but it wouldn't hurt coming from you
lately don't feel like myself
i can't feel like before
secrets and whispers
the first thing i hear
through the door
i hate burning bridges
i can't take this shit anymore
bury my bones in a bottle
im sick to the core
all eyes on me
i can't take the
pressure of being seen
but how on earth
am i supposed to
live my dream
hiding in the shadows
of my fears
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2. |
i do (ft. wishlane)
02:37
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taking out my anger on my friends
keep it pent up in my head
i don't have a tower to defend
do their feelings change when i'm not around
hardly ever at the party
ask me if im okay, hardly
feelings change
and people grow
the hardest part is learning to let go
layered in sarcasm
falling through the chasm
im, chasing whats beneath
but i can't seem to swim that far
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck bout what they think
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck bout what they think
i do.
cos its like 19 years
ive told myself that this
was for the best
with my ego filled with
bulletholes and my hands
held to my chest
and if i wasnt such a coward
this needle would have
another thread
and if i werent so superficial
this chapter would have a different end
blame it on sarcasm
when im falling through the chasm
ill be chasing whats beneath
but i cant seem to scream that far
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck about what they think
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck about what they think
i do.
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3. |
insomnia (ft. swazy)
02:14
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[austyn]
i ache
im at the bottom
of the bottle
and i
cant shake
i got a feeling
in my bones
wont be here longer
than i have to
lot less stronger
than i used to be
got a long road ahead of me
(sometimes i-)
cause im wasting away
and i got nothing to show
ive been getting so high
so i stop feeling as low
as i have
i wish you had my back
there'd be so many nights
that i would spend all alone
with a tear in my eye
and memories on my phone
i dont know
where to go
from here
[swazy]
i been shining lights
in the lighthouse
my whole life been stuck
in the dark will he ever make it out
lets find out
mom should've put me in timeout
just a little longer
i cant even cry now
i hope she see me gettin stronger
swim with perfect strides now
im in open water
really wanna die now
i cant even call her
shorty wanna dine out
but im losing my appetite
all this self isolation
cant make me a socialite
i ache
im at the bottom
of the bottle
and i
cant shake
i got a feeling
in my bones
wont be here longer
than i have to
lot less stronger
than i used to be
got a long road ahead of me
(sometimes i fall asleep and wish i dont wake up - sometimes)
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4. |
chronically online
01:56
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loneliness
has taken over me
try to replace
these feelings
with empty words
and melodies
you can try
but nothing remedies
ive tried it all before
i wish for so much more
but you cant get
what you ask for
you could lie
or you could die
trying
theres no real point in hiding
your feelings from a friend
back of my mind
rests anxiety
log out of society
cause im chronically online
(its all in the past, i can't take it back)
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