all eyes on me

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all eyes on me i can't take the pressure of being seen but how on earth am i supposed to live my dream hiding in the shadows of my fears lately don't feel like myself i can't feel like before secrets and whispers the first thing i hear through the door i hate burning bridges i can't take this shit anymore bury my bones in a bottle im sick to the core all eyes on me i can't take the pressure of being seen but how on earth am i supposed to live my dream hiding in the shadows of my fears i can't let go of the feelings of hopelessness filling the void with distractions im so close to giving it up i can't give a fuck about what people think about me cause im trying my hardest im trying my best to please certain people can't forget about the rest so ill scream from my lungs and ill say it with my chest i dont need the validation but it wouldn't hurt coming from you lately don't feel like myself i can't feel like before secrets and whispers the first thing i hear through the door i hate burning bridges i can't take this shit anymore bury my bones in a bottle im sick to the core all eyes on me i can't take the pressure of being seen but how on earth am i supposed to live my dream hiding in the shadows of my fears
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taking out my anger on my friends keep it pent up in my head i don't have a tower to defend do their feelings change when i'm not around hardly ever at the party ask me if im okay, hardly feelings change and people grow the hardest part is learning to let go layered in sarcasm falling through the chasm im, chasing whats beneath but i can't seem to swim that far chase it down with another drink who gives a fuck bout what they think chase it down with another drink who gives a fuck bout what they think i do. cos its like 19 years ive told myself that this was for the best with my ego filled with bulletholes and my hands held to my chest and if i wasnt such a coward this needle would have another thread and if i werent so superficial this chapter would have a different end blame it on sarcasm when im falling through the chasm ill be chasing whats beneath but i cant seem to scream that far chase it down with another drink who gives a fuck about what they think chase it down with another drink who gives a fuck about what they think i do.
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[austyn] i ache im at the bottom of the bottle and i cant shake i got a feeling in my bones wont be here longer than i have to lot less stronger than i used to be got a long road ahead of me (sometimes i-) cause im wasting away and i got nothing to show ive been getting so high so i stop feeling as low as i have i wish you had my back there'd be so many nights that i would spend all alone with a tear in my eye and memories on my phone i dont know where to go from here [swazy] i been shining lights in the lighthouse my whole life been stuck in the dark will he ever make it out lets find out mom should've put me in timeout just a little longer i cant even cry now i hope she see me gettin stronger swim with perfect strides now im in open water really wanna die now i cant even call her shorty wanna dine out but im losing my appetite all this self isolation cant make me a socialite i ache im at the bottom of the bottle and i cant shake i got a feeling in my bones wont be here longer than i have to lot less stronger than i used to be got a long road ahead of me (sometimes i fall asleep and wish i dont wake up - sometimes)
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loneliness has taken over me try to replace these feelings with empty words and melodies you can try but nothing remedies ive tried it all before i wish for so much more but you cant get what you ask for you could lie or you could die trying theres no real point in hiding your feelings from a friend back of my mind rests anxiety log out of society cause im chronically online (its all in the past, i can't take it back)

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released March 25, 2022

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